is what I'm doing. Dealing with the "right now." I feel like an idiot, but it can't be helped. It's just the way I'm wired. All-or-nothing, and it really sucks. Sucks for me, because I do it to myself, and sucks for other people who get to deal with me.
The TomCat lost a close friend the other day to a stroke--a young guy. It's the second close friend he's lost in three months. I feel so awful for him. And there's all that other stuff he's walking with. So this pretty much means there's no room for me right now, if at all. But I'm praying for him every day... and invite others to send him positive thoughts.
I practiced kata's yesterday in karate... I'm going to go again today. Just trying to put one foot in front of the other.