It ain't over....

I have to go back to court tomorrow. With The Sun. I don't even know how much I should go into what happened. I don't even know if I feel like going into what happened in court today.

Some statements I feel justified in making:

• At some point, as a mother you will face the fact that you cannot protect your kid from everything.
• The worst thing I ever did was to do the right thing and encourage FBB to acknowledge paternity. I should have let it go.
• I should have played dirty.
• It doesn't pay to be a minority woman in Family Court. White is *always* right. Even if White kicked your door in and threatened your life, refuses to follow any rules or answer to anyone.
• I miss my mommy.

Maybe tomorrow I'll feel like talking. Right now, I'm going to take a nap.