Monday, December 15, 2008

Been Hiding

Fom myself, from others, from comments.

My head is about to explode. There is so much mulling around... so much need and pain. I don't like to admit to either because I don't like being the needy one. I don't like to admit to the weakness.

And sometimes I DON'T want comments; merely to bitch and moan which is how I started this blog anyhow.

I'd write now but I've been up trying to finish the LogoFromHell so I can get that bitch out of my sight, and now I need some sleep. If I started writing now I'd never get to bed.

But I'll be back.

In case you cared...

7 comments:

KELSO'S NUTS said...

TBM: I stopped by to return the favor. I noticed a couple of things: (1) I've met that tattoo artist which leads me to believe that we have a number of friends in common what with you being my age and knowing L.E.S. tattoo artists and such. [I like ink, too, but I won't ever get one. It's a Jewish thing for me, not religious because I don't believe in god or practice but it's a Holocaust thing. I can't willingly get a tattoo when millions of aunts and uncles had them forced upon them. My sister has 4 nice ones, so it's not universal; it's personal]. (2) I recently joined FB because I really was missing my friends and it will be many years before I'll be back in the states even for a visit. It's been a lot of fun over on FB reuniting with people. I go by my real name there and keep my experience there separate from my blog thing. Maybe we meet there at some point and compare NYC notes?

Kit (Keep It Trill) said...

Wishing you well...

Lali said...

*abrazos! go get a peanutbutter hug!! you will feel better. promise!

Sydney said...

Care.
That you'll be back

onesillymama said...

I care. And I hope your head isn't explosive anymore. I know that feeling; I need to be letting some stuff out myself.

Re: comments - have you considered shutting off comments when you post sometimes? I know some people think it's rude to do that but I don't. It's your blog so use it the way YOU want to.

Spoken as a commenter who may have contributed to your hiding... which was not my intent, definitely. I check in here to see how you are because I do care.

BigBear said...

well I like the logo, not the logo but that you did your best with someone you hate's trivial trifflin' vision. b see that's the mark of a pro. This will pay back ffo you big time in the future Mama so keep on truckin'

The Bear Maiden said...

Oh no one contributed to my hiding, not at all. It's more that nothing is really final in my head, and sometimes comments confuse me. I actually thought of shutting them off... but I hav'n't had much time to sort through all my thoughts anyhow... but thanks for carin' and checkin.

And yeah Ma, the client is happy. I guess that's what counts. He sent me back a christmas card and it didn't look half bad, considering. But Lord it was painful....